First post

Okay, i suck at poker. Badly. I know this, however, i felt it would be a great investment to keep track of the way i feel on paper (or in this case, e-paper) Anyways, so here i am, with one of these nifty poker blogs that everyone is doing. I think it's a great idea because i'd love to see my mentality and my mistakes, etc etc in a couple weeks, months, even years. It's going to be fun to remember all the struggling i had to endure to finally make it. So, let's start of with this quick note.

I hate poker.

Yea, that's right. I hate it. I find myself dumbfounded and ignorant. About a week ago, i finally was able to sell all the play chips that i made (2 mil and half) for 16 dollars but anyways, so i started playing 2NL and yeah, winning. After my first session, i turned 16$ into about 28$ and i was extremely excited. Just the fact that i was sitting at a computer doing hardly anything and making money was so exciting. So, as you can imagine, the next day, i followed the same repitition and played alllll day, and made it up to about 80$ish, blah blah blah anyways, i got up to 191$ then it happened...

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Yes, i tilted. and started losing money. It's gotten to the point where i think people can see my cards. You probably think i'm trying to be funny. I'm not funny. So yeah, yesterday (about a week after i started) I finally bought PokerTracker for 55$ plus, i lost about 60$ from tilting, so today, i'm at around 86$ (ROFL?) but i feel comfortable knowing that i'm pretty sure if i relax and play at MAX 4 tables and just play right and use logic as much as possible, i can at least break even. I mean, i'm not that stupid, right

So yeah, here i am opening a new chapter in my life, well this isn't really opening it, it's more like copy/pasting it. :O